Yes, I know I spelled tomorrow wrong. It’s part of my blog;Two! more days. and then I leave, - I don’t have time to type one t{wo}omorrow. So I added it. Cause on Monday, I’ll get to see tomorrow. This all makes sense to me.. and well if you have a brain that functions even kinda well you should understand.. if not.. no worries, you’re really not supposed to know anyways. It’s just for me and Nic. All packed up. My car is loaded. I just have to add a few other things, like my laptop, ipod, blanket. and, of course, me. Pretty soon I’ll be writing from the comfort of my very own apartment! My room mate is from Brazil. She seems pretty sweet. Makes me excited. Nic will only be 10 miles from me. It’ll be great! Life is Nebraska sucks. I just wanna move. I, however, am getting kind of sentimentaland I might miss it some. Anyways I’ma chill and watch the rest of my show. So peace people. Byee. Oh. P.S. I love you Nicholas. Oh and P.S. to everyone else.. [as soon as I move and get over being lonely, there will be more blogs from me that aren’t about Nicholas and are{not}lovely dovely. make you wanna gag-ish. Promise.]
-CmH
July 2007
Sun 29 Jul 2007
Fri 27 Jul 2007
Well life is grand.. I’m busy packing so I think about Nicholas less. It’s kinda nice. But I reallllllly still miss him a lot and tons. I had my going away dinner, it kinda sucked because this one girl thought if it wasn’t all about her she got pissed. It was ridiculous. I swear. Anyways. I just thought I’d update you. Even though I’m sure no one really reads this.. Sigh. Oh well just my whinning. Byee.
-CmH.
Thu 19 Jul 2007
Well, I got moved in indiana. I’m kinda accidently using someone elses internet. But I need their internet to see about my internet? I’m looking for options. I’m trying. I should see whats in Michigan city. Maybe I can get like some wireless for cheap and just be able to not have to worry about wires and modems and crap.
my apartment is ok. small. but comfy. theres a few problems. but nothitng too huge i guess. fun times.
work is ok. I’ll be happy when everything’s caught up
Kim was right, I do hate credit cards. almost makes me want to use cash everywhere now since they can be a problem….almost… haha.
I miss chelsea soo freaking much. she makes my life complete and now, shes 12 hours away. (11.5 if you take my car and only stop for gas.) haha. I wish chelsea was here right now .I miss her arms. and her body and face and touch and her kiss. I have her candle she gave me lit. I smells nice. I saw a picture of her at the office. God it made me miss her even more. :( I want her here with me right now. I love her to death. I can’t wait til were married.
Thu 19 Jul 2007
Yes, you’ll probably be getting one of these blogs every day that I’m away from Nicholas. I’m lonely and sad and “love sick” But wouldn’t you be love sick if you were without the one you love. And you two didn’t get talk very much cause he works all day and has no internet. It’s extremely sad. And your friends want to ignore you cause they don’t want to deal with the fact you’re leaving? It sucks hardcore. And I just wanna fall asleep in Nic’s arms where everything is perfect and he makes everything all better. I just miss him a lot. It’s crazy. I knew I would be sad. But not this sad you know. Anyways. This is my whining for tonight.
-CmH.
Wed 18 Jul 2007
Sigh, I’m really lonely now that Nicholas has moved. I don’t get to see him for 2 weeks. Which isn’t THAT long, compared to military families and such. But, it’s way to long for me. No more friday dates. So I’ll be chilling. He doesn’t have his own internet so it’s kinda hard to talk to him. At least he’s earning money at his job. He gets 10 bucks an hour. Like I said previously, I just really can’t wait to get out of Nebraska. I hate it. I wanna be with Nic. I’d love to live with him, that’ll be next year! Woo bitches. I can’t wait. Anyways I guess I’m done. I’m just sad and lonely.
CmH.
Wed 11 Jul 2007
The national league lost the all start game. they put up a fight in the bottom of the ninth, got it to a one run game and in the end with bases loaded fly out to right field. Not even an spectacular fly out, just a routine one.
So that means the AL has home field advantage in the world series. Good or not? i don’t know. depends on if you’d rather have 3 games back to back or two at your field.
I guess ichiro was fortunate enough to hit the first all star game in park home run. Yay.
Tue 10 Jul 2007
So Nic moves soon. I’m so jealous. You know. I’m the one that wants to move to Indiana soooo bad but he moves first. Sigh. Oh well. I guess I’ll get out there soon enough. This summer has sucked for the most part. All I do is work it seems. I hate having to wait to move. When we went there last time. I really didn’t want to come home. Really. I would have been perfectly content to leave it all behind and just start there. I would love for my mom to be there. But I know she will eventually. But other than her and my grandpa I really have no reason to be in Nebraska. And my grandpa is just fine without me. Once she moves the only reason I’ll come back is to see my dad’s grave. That’s it. Not for friends. Not for fun, what’s fun about this place???….nothing! That’s what I thought. So yeah. Anyways that’s my mind right now. Peace.
-CmH
Mon 9 Jul 2007
I am trying to get into podcasting and such also and offer a full out media place. With word press I am able to send my podcasts to itunes, yahoo, podcast alley, and podcast ready. So, Hopefully this will all work out and we can start to get more people to the site.
Also, I am still trying to find some people to write. Just comment back if your interested.
Mon 9 Jul 2007
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Mon 9 Jul 2007
I just read a BBC Report that the Playstation 3 will have a 17% price cut in order to boost us sales. For those without calculators, this puts the price at $500 still 20 about the xbox and 250 above the wii. What does this mean? The wii is still the better deal. That is assuming of course the control doesn’t fly out of your hand and break your one thousand dollar TV.
Also in Playstation three news, they will be coming out with an 80 gig model. All the more fun for storing your favorite games or pirated music. Actually…thats more space then my laptop is now. go figure.

