So it’s me again.. I know you’ve [missssed] me to the extreme. Anyways, I have been way too [busy] with work and school and life. But I finally am slowing down so hopefully you will hear from me more.. I have been going through a tough time dealing with the {FIVE} year anniversary of my dad’s death. It’s hard to think that August 6th, 2003 was the last time I saw my dad forever. It’s a little hard to deal with. Sometimes I like to pretend he’s still alive.. just for a few seconds. It doesn’t make him less dead {just sucks}. But anyways Nic and I are doing better. I tend to punish him and take my personal problems out on our relationship which is completely unfair but he seems to understand. We actually broke up for about two weeks even though we were together pretty much EVERY day and it wasn’t really like we broke up. But we’re together now and I’m pretty happy about that things seem to be going really good and we’re all pretty happy. :) Anyways I think I’m going to go to bed. Gnight.
-CmH-